This is a break up poem written by one of my friends. I just want to share it with all those whose heart had been broken by that "special" guy/girl... so, here it is :
i wanna see the broken hearts finding hope in GOD above i want to know Im doing all i can so with this life,with all im No matter wat cost it maybe i pray to see your love become our cause i wont stop believing you alone are.. you alone are GOD In You there's freedom your love brings me to my knees again we're gonna bring the anthem of love we've gonna live for YOU now... may YOUR love become our every though *thought i want to learn the sound of YOUR heart i wanna live for YOU now... for u... for u... it's all for u singing u u bring me life u bring me hope u're all i need never say forever coz 'forever' makes me cry and bleed.. never say hello if u really mean goodbye... never say u're to,if u never plan to start..never ever look into my eyes if all u do is LIE never talk about feeling if they aren't there in the first place NEVER say 'i love u' if u don't really care bout me.. i was born to tell u i love u..isn't that a song already... there are times where i can't decide whether 2 see u or not...i want to see u because i miss u and u r running around in my mind... love=suicide hey.. im gonna draw a picture, a picture wif a twist, i'll draw it with a razor blade, i'll draw it on my wrist... tell her i hate her,tell her i've moved on wif life,tell her i dont think about her anymore and tell her i said these will bloody tears coming out from my eyes I can always make u smile despite of u making me bleed... there are times where i dun wanna see u because everytime i do,the fact the u dont see me the way that i see u hurts me even more and broke my heart into smaller pieces from the already shattered pieces of it... NEVER EVER hold my hand if u're going to BREAK my heart!just because u were hurt doesnt mean u shouldnt bleed,i can be ANYONE,ANYTHING...I promise i can be what u need... please dont tell me that im the only one that's vulnerable all along the relation.. im fucking hate the fact the i still miss and love u... Im hating the fact that u dun fucking care bout me anymore when i still care bout u...
i asked wat was wrong and u smiled and said "NOTHING"...then u turned around and whispered in ur heart "EVERYTHING"!
to be on the edge of breaking down and there's was no one to save u...to hold u...to hug u...to embrace u in their arms...
Im half alive waiting for your half of love which will never come to me again...
I was so STUPID to think that MAYBE for one second that u CARED bout me..
until the day I die or suicide,i spill my heart for u...
love never wanted me..it is not as easy as u think it is...it is actually cruel and a heartbreaker..
Here's my heart..i will let u break it,smash it and shattered it into million pieces!!
you'll never realise how much it hurts and bleeds...until it happens to u...and u will regret about your actions towards me...
A broken heart never really heals...it stays there for eternity...
Blood is flowing out like a waterfall from my chest as my heart bleeds until there's a deep hole in it
Im sorry that i cant be someone perfect for u in everyway and for that,i deserved wat i get...
pulling a gun's trigger on my head doesn't hurt as much as my heart hurts...
the stars will cry the darkest tears ever tonight...
You can only feel better when u cannot feel anything at all...
the truth is that you could slit or slice my throat with a razor blade and with my ONE last GASPING breath,I will apologize for bleeding and spilling my blood on ur hands and shirt...
take my hand...take my life...to where ever u go...dun leave me behind...
There's always gonna be that ONE person,that no matter wat they DO or wat they SAY or how many times they may HURT or make u BLEED,u juz cant let them go because they juz mean so MUCH to u
How can u BREAK my FUCKING heart and then tell me that u still love me?? Dont FUCK wif my heart!!
Always thinking of u no matter where im,wat time it is,how im...even on my deathbed...
Love is the sweetest from of suicide...bye...
This world doesn't matter to me..I'll give up all I had just to breathe the same air as you till the day that I die..I can't take my eyes off of you...
The truth turn to shocking,the shocking turns to sadness,my sadness turns to broken heart and my broken heart turns to suicide,And it takes away my pain...
All I had to say is goodbye...We're better off this way...
I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive coz everything we're been thru & everything about u seemed 2b a lie..A guiltless twisted heartless lie!!!! It made me learn 2 hate u & hate myself 4 letting it pass by!!!
U walked out of my life...ur words felt like a knife stabbing thru my heart..Im not living dis fucking life!!!
These streets are filled wif memories..both perfect & in pain..all I wanna do is luv you But Im da only one 2 blame...
What i know if u really forgot and leave me,all u did was stop da bleeding but these fucking scars will stay forever...
Stay wif me or watch me bleed... ...
Suddenly it's a cold,hard road wen I wake up & I dun think dat I hav da strength
2 let you go...maybe it's just me all along!!
da tear in your eye & your calm,hard face makes me wish dat I was never brought into this place and condition da 1st place...
Crying alone tonight,wasting all of my life juz thinking of you...so juz come back..we'll make it better and I'll make it better than it ever was!
Your eyes telling me lies & making me find myself while u hav ur own fucking agenda!!!
Im blind 2 all of ur colors that used to be rainbow in colour...my eyes,where did they go to?? Y couldn't i see the truth...
It's hard 2b all alone...I neva got thru ur fucking disguise!! I guess I'll juz go & face all my fear and pain all alone .
my eyes r screaming 4 da sight of you...tonite Im dreaming of all da things dat we've been thru and I can't hold on 2u. So I guess I feel lonely in pain...
Dis break down's eating and killing me alive & Im tired,dis fight is fighting 2 survive..it's in my body..it's strong enough 2 fight..so pliz help me make dis right...
I dun think dat I knew da chaos I was getting in...but I've broken all my promises 2u..Y do you fucking do dis 2 me so easily? U make it hard 2 smile bcoz U make it hard 2 breathe!!
Dese days aren't easy like dey hav been once b4..These days aren't easy anymore and u changed my life into a fucking miserable life!!
I shud've known dis wasn't real in da 1st place & fought it off...fought 2 feel wat matters most? EVERY SINGLE THING!!
Waiting 4 ur sms & call,I'm desperate 4u 2 keep in touch wif me again
Im tired of being all alone & dis solitary moment makes me 1 2 go back home...
If u leave me,i will wake up all alone & dun tell me dat I will make it on my own..dis heart of stone and steel will sink til it dies...
Dun u noe dat my heart is pumping & it's putting up da fight...And I've got dis feeling dat everything's going 2b alright..
Im not da only 1 4u but u r da only 1 4 me...
If u can take a look and see urself thru my eyes,then u will see how beautiful u r...
Im broken,abandoned,u r an angel,making all my dreams come true 2nite...
I cant pretend dat i wasnt terrified 2 see u coz i knew u could c right thru me...
Ur beauty seems so far away..and i had like 2 write a thousand books & songs 2 make u understand how beautiful u r 2 me
Ur beauty seems so far away..and i had like 2 write a thousand books & songs 2 make u understand how beautiful u r 2 me
Pliz make it stop or else my heart is really going to pop coz it's too much & it's a lot 2b something dat im not..
im a FOOL out of love coz i juz cant get enough
Dear god,da only thing i ask of u is 2 hold her even if im not around..wen i've been forgotten by her...
im lonely,im tired,im missing u again...oh fucking no...!!!!
i saw u smiling at me,was it real or juz my fantasy... will always be there in the corner...
time is all i ask u..i need juz one more day...
well excuse me while i get killed softly,my hearts slow down and i can hardly tell anyone that im ok...
im almost alive and i need u 2 try and save me...it's ok dat we r dying...but we need 2 survive
i was trying 2 disappear,but u got me wrapped around u and lost in ur eyes now..u brought me down 2 size now..i can hardly breath without u...
My tears run down like razorblades and im not the one 2 blame...it's u or izzit me????!!!
but now it's over,why izzit over?? we had da chance 2 make it...it cant be over i wish that i could take it back
i lose myself in all these fights,i lose my sense of wrong and right...i cry!!!
it's shaking from the pain dat's in my head,i juz wanna crawl into my bed and throw away da life i led
im falling apart...dont say this wont last 4ever..u r breaking my heart...dont tell me that we weill never be 2gether...we could be over and over...we could b 4ever...it's not over,it's never over...unless u let it take u!!!!!!!
izzit true that u r alwayz this breathtaking and ur cheerful and u r willing...my god,this is killing me!!
tell me all da things u never said,we could lie and talk 4 hours in my place...
tell me all of ur hope,all ur dreams,i want u 2 take me there...every breath,i juz want u 2 know that i will b there..i will never let u down
Touching yet suicidal... i think i would never write anything like that...^^
