The workload of degree life is finally getting to me. Even though i didn't really helped much in the HEL assignment, i couldn't help but feel inferior to my peers who could score 91% in the HEL progress test. While some of u will just tell me to study instead of whining here but bear with me... please.
You may say that i expect too much but i really do hope i could match up with my classmates in strength and passion for the English language. I do love English with its use in daily communication and for reading it but i dont think my language proficiency matches up to my peers. Maybe i expect too much from ability or maybe i hope that i could achieve what i achieve during my foundation year. Being the smartest in class was always my thing and now i am not anymore. This really sucks!
For all my life, i have never be the first in anything or the best at anything everyday i would discover that someone else will achieve greater heights than i did. For once i really hope that i could be the best in something. I hope or hoped to be the best now i really don't know where i should be.
I should really stop to be the one stressed over results rather than enjoying the process quoting a song i recently heard by Miley Cyrus, ( im gonna be hated for this) " The Climb' it really strick me in the head. Its so true what she sings in the song and its exactly a reflection of my inner struggle. While some of you may think its a complain or whining from a person who self-admit that she has low IQ and has bad taste for songs but i don't care. I really think that this song is good and really gives out meaning than other songs.
Never mind the songs but i really hope that people will hear this. You may treat this as a ridiculous post but thanks for hearing me out anyway. Thanks^^
What I Know
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